Stomach knotting

Today is my tour around the kennels I could be working at…I’m so excited but I feel sick and almost catatonic. I’m so anxious. I might have to have a sneaky cigarette to calm my nerves (I know I know I’m judging myself too) but I’ll let you know how it goes today! I also have an eye test after *audible eye roll* so we will see if I’m more blind or not. I know all my crochet buddy’s need glasses so I’m expecting my vision to have deteriorated…