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Today is my tour around the kennels I could be working at…I’m so excited but I feel sick and almost catatonic. I’m so anxious. I might have to have a sneaky cigarette to calm my nerves (I know I know I’m judging myself too) but I’ll let you know how it goes today! I alsoContinue reading “Stomach knotting”

I like giving myself things to do with a rough timeline to do it in. My waxer is pregnant and I bought some yarn today to make her a baby blanket in beautiful pink and greys (she told me it’s a little girl) and I’m making some twisted headbands for Christmas presents which I’m enjoying!Continue reading “Purpose”

So the last few days have been feeling strange. Today was good though. I got paid (that’s always nice) and I saw two magpies which means joy! Well I was sat in Costa with my grandma and got a phone call about a potential new job! It’s a dream job and I’m so excited! It’sContinue reading “News.news.news”

Yesterday I went to a local crafting group, I was the youngest person there but I enjoyed every minute. I panicked the whole time driving there I even had a sneaky cigarette (please don’t tell my mum lol) but all the ladies were so welcoming and lovely! I’ve defo found a new crowd I wantContinue reading “Try new things”

I know I say I love my family but there’s part of my family that cause nothing but heartache, I’ve had a lovely long day with my grandparents, but my uncle is a sod! And families you can’t choose. You love them but you don’t have to like them. But that’s ok! Family are aContinue reading “Family ups and downs”

I’d almost forgotten how important and necessary family is. I’ve spend some time with my grandparents today and laughed more than o have in the past two weeks combined. I love my grandparents so much they’re the best people. Definitely surround yourself with family that you love!

I haven’t laughed in such a long time I feel so miserable I don’t even want to smile at the moment. I sit on my sofa, I crochet, I spend time with my dog or I sleep. I don’t do anything. Because I’m off work I have to be careful about spending money and IContinue reading “Where’s my laugh gone”

I did that I have to push myself otherwise I won’t do anything, I’m such a house cat I’d rather stay at home all day every day than go out anywhere! But I know that’s not realistic, you have to go outside to live life. I also just found out I have mild adhd whichContinue reading “Pushing myself”

One of my biggest flaws if I’m terrified of disappointing people! So now that I’m pretty much an invalid because of my back I keep trying to do things to prove to people I’m trying but that in turn is making my back worse. My parents get on my back the most about walking BettyContinue reading “I promise I’m trying”

The guys i seem to find are only after sex. I get too emotionally attached for that. I explain my minds to guys and they promise me more.. but don’t follow through with anything. It makes me wonder is it my fault? Am I too much? I’m so fed up of guys in my area!